Bad brain + dream home

I'm mentally in a strange place where I think bad, evil, upsetting thoughts, in all directions and from all angles. It's at the point where I think about it during work and it affects how I think about my place in society.

Still, it doesn't affect work and I have two best friends to talk to, so I'm cool. I'm just waiting this out.

Meanwhile; I'm getting my dream home (!!) It's a fancy and more spacious flat in a brand new building a few hundred meters away. Move-in day is 1 July, and I've been waiting for it to go on the market since 2006, so it really is a dream come true.

I signed the contract this week (it's a rental) and signed a contract with a realtor to sell my condominium. I'm going to make a pretty penny, which will all go into my savings account.

Isn't that depressing? I used to fantasize about what I'd do with a bunch of money, and now there is nothing I want to do.

I bought this flat in a panic nine years ago and had some few broke years where I paid off the debts while hating living here, so it feels good that it paid off.

Other things that makes me happy:

I finished and posted my latest fic, 8700 words long. I'll get around to posting it here as well.

Watched the first episode of Sherlock with Malin. It was good! And it made me childishly happy to have a deadly situation ended by the villain being shot dead. Yay for guns in the hands of competent heroes!

Malin and I have a system of TV watching: we watch a few shows we both want to watch (Star Trek TOS, Agents of Shield and now Sherlock) and others that only one of us wants to watch. Those we Exchange episode for episode.