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Braaaaaaain!
Jun. 24th, 2018 12:51 pmCan I have the brain I had when I was 20 please?
I'll keep the money - and even the body - that I have now. But give me the brain!!
The ability to feel excitement, hope for the future, sense of belonging - I desperately want that back. I'll even take the emotional instability and stubborness!
Maybe growing up is just your brain slowly losing its ability to feel excitement, to dream, to not be see the negative in situations.
Even when I have time/ability to do things I enjoy, my brain comes up with unpleasant, worrying or mean thoughts to keep me from enjoying it.
I keep thinking falling in love would be my salvation, but I don't want to date and I don't like meeting people. Can't I just take a pill that will give me the same feelings as being in love produces? That'd be neat.
I'm also nowhere near being ready for raising children, but I'm soon (if not already) at the stage where it is physically too late for me to get pregnant. And THAT bothers me. On second thought, I'll take my 20-year old body, too!
I'll keep the money - and even the body - that I have now. But give me the brain!!
The ability to feel excitement, hope for the future, sense of belonging - I desperately want that back. I'll even take the emotional instability and stubborness!
Maybe growing up is just your brain slowly losing its ability to feel excitement, to dream, to not be see the negative in situations.
Even when I have time/ability to do things I enjoy, my brain comes up with unpleasant, worrying or mean thoughts to keep me from enjoying it.
I keep thinking falling in love would be my salvation, but I don't want to date and I don't like meeting people. Can't I just take a pill that will give me the same feelings as being in love produces? That'd be neat.
I'm also nowhere near being ready for raising children, but I'm soon (if not already) at the stage where it is physically too late for me to get pregnant. And THAT bothers me. On second thought, I'll take my 20-year old body, too!
