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I finally had a dream about dad
Sep. 24th, 2020 08:58 pmI dreamt that he came back from the dead, not permanently, but on a quick visit to say goodbye properly, because he'd been so sick when he was alive. Now that he was dead, he was restored to perfect health and sanity, and he was wearing the blue pyjamas he was buried in.
I told mom, who was very touched, and said she saw it as a "sign."
We did go visit the memorial park where he's buried last week. It's beautiful, but I wouldn't want to be buried anonymously. I wan't a proper headstone that will last for hundreds of years!
In other news; I am facing that Ragnar is at the end of his life. He can live another year or he could get sick within the next few months. He's started screaming often, which is something he's never done before and it's both annoying and worrying. I have a vet visit September 30th, which I dread. Not the vet, but getting him into a carrier and into a taxi. Twice!
I told mom, who was very touched, and said she saw it as a "sign."
We did go visit the memorial park where he's buried last week. It's beautiful, but I wouldn't want to be buried anonymously. I wan't a proper headstone that will last for hundreds of years!
In other news; I am facing that Ragnar is at the end of his life. He can live another year or he could get sick within the next few months. He's started screaming often, which is something he's never done before and it's both annoying and worrying. I have a vet visit September 30th, which I dread. Not the vet, but getting him into a carrier and into a taxi. Twice!
