Tired of hearing myself think

[kribban]

God I'm so fucking tired of this OCD. I'm so tired of thinking. My OCD keeps telling me I'm a stranger to myself, I'm a stranger in my body, that I don't know who I am. When I breathe or drink or look at my body my OCD tells me it's not really me doing those things or I can't stand myself and want to get away from myself.

I'm thinking too much of who I am objectively - Kristina, rather than who I am subjectively - I.

I know this is just OCD. I never thought about it before and my shrink told me she thinks all this is a side effect of my crisis. I think shes right.

:-( Soon I'll be home and Malin and the TV can distract me.