Tired of hearing myself think
Jun. 29th, 2005 04:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kribbanGod I'm so fucking tired of this OCD. I'm so tired of thinking. My OCD keeps telling me I'm a stranger to myself, I'm a stranger in my body, that I don't know who I am. When I breathe or drink or look at my body my OCD tells me it's not really me doing those things or I can't stand myself and want to get away from myself.
I'm thinking too much of who I am objectively - Kristina, rather than who I am subjectively - I.
I know this is just OCD. I never thought about it before and my shrink told me she thinks all this is a side effect of my crisis. I think shes right.
:-( Soon I'll be home and Malin and the TV can distract me.
I'm thinking too much of who I am objectively - Kristina, rather than who I am subjectively - I.
I know this is just OCD. I never thought about it before and my shrink told me she thinks all this is a side effect of my crisis. I think shes right.
:-( Soon I'll be home and Malin and the TV can distract me.
