Post-vomit musings
Jan. 22nd, 2003 08:11 pmI sometimes have low self esteem, feel unsexy and un-talanted. Sometimes I feel like a loser because I am 23, still in college, and no clue whatsoever what I am going to do with my life. Sometimes I compare myself to friends who are more talanted, developed and accomplished than I. Sometimes I compare myself to the modern highschool girls that I meet on the train with perfect hair, perfect make-up and perfect clothes.... to go with their perfect bodies and perfect faces. Calling them bimbos doesn't work anymore because I know they are smarter and more career oriented than I'll ever be. When these things happen, I try to take ( these )words to heart. They´re right, obviously. We are all unique and special and the only thing that matters, besides being a good person and love as much as you can, is whether you like your life, whether you are happy. "The race is long, and in the end it's only with yourself."