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Sometimes I really wish that I still smoked. I'm never going to smoke again as it's very addictive and bad for your health; but I wish that I could smoke just a couple every now and then.

It's both calming and exhilirating to smoke. I loved the way my heart beat faster and the blood vessels in my head tingled. I also miss the feeling of inhaling and exhaling smoke.

I guess it's a sign of maturity that I can resist the temptation!