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I looked at two condos yesterday. One was AWFUL - the owner hadn't renovated since the 1970s... The other one was much better though still not very fresh. I'm looking at another one today.

The family thing was nice, though it's good you only see the 35 extended family members once a year! It was nice to be with my parents and my siblings though and I had my own little room where I read Chamber of Secrets a lot.

I'm very grateful for Harry Potter right now. It's a wonderful world do lose yourself in for a couple of hours and it helps a lot.

I will try to finish up Chamber of Secrets (I only have fifty pages left) because soon the Half Blood Prince is released! And unlike last time, the summer of 2003 when my life was completely different *sob*, I will now have read all previous books albeit in the wrong order! Lol.

In mental news - I'm still f-ed up but I'm relaxing and not fretting too much about it. Posted a long post at the OCD forum last night so I'm getting some of it out. And I have the shrink today.

Also, last night I bought a home theatre set (Malin I have divided our belongings so that I get one of the TVs.) A DVD (regionfree) with radio and speakers. Now I just need a VCR! And furniture! LOL

Oh, and I am so grateful for my life. Things could be a lot worse.

I'm so damn lucky

Roland just left for his vacation and he said "And now Ms. Johansson you should have a very good time this summer" and he hugged me and said everything was going to be all right.

I'm so lucky I have two co-workers, Roland and Lena, who care about me and know what I'm going through (and that I'm seeing the therapist.)

In therapy today I was told to do some exercises to connect my sense of self to my body. Will give it a try.

Saw a flat today. The idea of living there alone with myself scares me but I liked the place and I will try to bid on it. It was super-fresh (a young couple had lived there.) Afterwards I went into The Body Shop and saw two things I had planned to buy were on sale. Yay!